I am having a baby. Well, kind of... you know what I mean. I just read a blog of a woman who got pregnant via IVF the same time Angie did. She delivered her twins yesterday. Angie is creeping closer and closer to term every day. Without the physical reminders, and even the visual reminder since I haven't seen Angie in awhile, it is surprisingly easy to forget we have a baby on the way. It still doesn't seem completely real to me. I am sure it is a whole 'nother story for Angie!
Obviously I can do little to prepare for the baby's arrival being in China and all, but I am doing one thing (well, two things as I am still dutifully following my induction protocol). I am enjoying every second of my final few weeks of being mommy to just one kid. And what a super special kid at that. We have a lot of down time here in China and without Trevor here for two and a half weeks, I am spending nearly every waking, and sleeping, minute side by side with Fletcher. And I can't think of any place I'd rather be. He loves life and loves being with his momma, and I feel the same way.
It is so exciting, but also a little scary, to be adding to the family. I suppose most moms feel that way on the cusp of having their second child. Only I don't have the swollen feet, aching back, strained muscles, and fatigue of those other women. So instead of just wanting the baby out, and soon, I get to be a little more introspective.
Angie has an appointment tomorrow and Friday will be 35 weeks, gulp. I called her in the middle of the night yesterday (it is handy to have a sister who works nights when you are in a time zone with a 13 hour time difference). She is feeling fine. The increase in bp meds did the trick and if anything her pressure is slightly lower than normal, although nothing alarming. Her youngest has pneumonia, though (get better soon Michael!), and I am praying it doesn't spread to her (or her other son).
I am hoping she will put up a post after this next appointment, but I am not holding my breath. I guess carrying my daughter is enough of a sacrifice so I can't really be mad that she refuses my requests for posts. I would also love to see a belly shot, since I delivered Fletcher before I took any of those. Shirt down will be fine. Whadda ya say, Ang?
3 comments:
I remember feeling like that when I had Ashley and Zach was on his way. I actually CRIED on the way to the hospital because I couldn't imagine having enough love to give both of them. I thought I would have to stop loving Ashley as much and give some of it to Zach. I really was AFRAID. The great news is that the love just multiplied. My heart got bigger and I had an abundance of love - however I DID NOT have an abundance of energy - so sleep as much as you can now... your life is about to get nuts. Well, more nuts than it is now. haha! I'm so excited! I can't wait!
Love ya!
Shan
I even had that feeling for my second grandchild. But as I now can see there is alway enough love to go around. Everything sounds great with Fletch. When are you coming home. I haven't been up to KC for a while. Can't wait to see you all.
Love,
Beth
WOOHOO! 35 Weeks! I am so excited for you all. I'm also glad to hear you're getting some quality bonding time in with Fletcher too. :) Take care.
Love,
Erin
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